Love yourself



Globe Business invited me to speak at their event called Project W. It is a private event held for the Globe’s women partners and clients, all of whom hold high-level positions in their respective companies. They’ve done it in Cebu and Davao and a few Fridays ago, it was held in Manila. The idea was to bring together Globe Business’ top women clients to feel treated to a day of relaxation, spend quality time on themselves, and value their individuality. It was a day to learn more about themselves, and feel empowered by listening to renowned speakers and life coaches.

I was invited to give a talk on the topic “The importance of loving yourself.” I’ve given many talks before, usually to students and universities and mostly focusing on urban planning, blogging and my career path. I’ve never really given a talk on a “self-help” topic. They gave me a couple of months to prepare for this but all my thoughts only made sense a few days before the event.

I showed the audience a peek into my life – as a mom, tv host, entrepreneur and blogger. I looked back at my journey and career path, both of which did not have a blueprint. I also never had a mentor. I shared the challenges and the kind of pressure I faced. I used to thrive on being busy, on working late at night. And this set the stage for my 20 reasons why you should love yourself. It’s too long to write here, but perhaps one day I can share it as a blog entry. Who knows.

Here are highlights from that lovely day with Globe Business Project W.


Every person faces difficult life choices. For me, as a working mom, it came when I was torn between going all the way with my TV work and spending more time at home. Instead of freaking out because I felt I had to choose, I celebrated the fact that I had a choice. It’s different for everyone.


This year has been an incredible journey for me. Part of my healing myself from burn out was to conquer “uncharted territory”. I am now finally in total control of my kitchen. And I got over my fear of cooking meats and chicken. I can cook anything now, and I do it with joy. It does so much to my spirit knowing I can make food for me and my family. I make sure I only use good stuff.


Perhaps the most important aspect of loving yourself is taking charge of your health. Have your annual mammogram once you’re 40. Some may need sonograms. The Philippines has the highest rate of breast cancer in the region. Let’s beat that by early detection.


There were three of us speakers that afternoon. Francis Kong spoke on Inspiring Excellence and Jackie Caniza on Life Design based on Values and Priorities.


With the dynamic guests of Project W. All were given kaftans.


I had fun meeting the participants.


The women were given a choice of pampering services.


Hydro yoga


The mani-pedi room


Foot spa


Lovely tableau by Globe’s Ronald Gonzales.


Ronald brought in some pretty coffee table books. At home, I like to surround myself with lovely books. I not only read and refer to them, I use them as part of my decor.


One of the function rooms at the Crimson Hotel was converted into a massage room.


Rags 2 Riches was there to allow the women to tap into their crafty juices.


All over the venue there were these lovely quotes by and about women.


This one, from Coco Chanel.


With the Globe Business team. Thank you for inviting me and making me part of this very inspiring day. Now, if I can just get my act together and do a DAPHNE® Day like this for my readers…



Taylor’s Mom



“From the bottom of my heart, I thank you all for giving my child the opportunity to do what she loves doing. It is my absolute joy, as a mother, to see a crowd in a packed arena sing along with my child. Thank you.” – told to me by Andrea Finlay Swift, Taylor Swift’s Mom. Manila. June 6, 2014.


Listen. We all sang along with her.

(We were near the main stage. This part of the video shows Taylor at the other end of the arena at at extension of the stage, hence the back view.)


I don’t know why, despite all the excitement over meeting Taylor Swift, what resonated with me was that thing that her mom said… “I thank you all for giving my child the opportunity to do what she loves doing. It is my absolute joy, as a mother, to see an entire crowd sing along with my child.” Sniff.

Here is Best Day again. A song Taylor wrote as a surprise for her mom. The videos are from her childhood. A lot of love there. It reminds me of the many “best days” I have with with my own mom and dad and my children.



Meeting Taylor Swift



Daphne Osena-Paez with Taylor Swift_MCA MUSIC (Universal Music Philippines)
With Taylor Swift at her exclusive Vibe Room party before the Manila concert June 6, 2014. Photo courtesy of Taylor Swift’s management group. Thanks to MCA Music Philippines for this amazing opportunity.


It’s no big secret that my girls and I are big fans of Taylor Swift. My old blog has this story documenting Lily’s love for Taylor since she was a toddler. In 2011, I went through so much just to buy tickets for Sophia and Lily to watch Taylor Swift in Manila. And Lily, who was only 4 years old then, fell asleep after the first song because it was past her bedtime. This time, I couldn’t find any tickets for me and my girls. Tickets sold out within minutes.

Last week I got a phone call from MCA Music Philippines’ Melissa Juco. She asked if I was available on Friday, June 6th to attend Taylor Swift’s super exclusive Vibe Room / Tea Party just before the concert. I shrieked. The kids heard me. And so began the heartbreak and disappointment. Lily said, “Why you? I’ve loved her my whole life.” There was just no way I could have even tried to bring my kids to this exclusive meet & greet with Taylor Swift. Security checks, accreditation, confirmation. There were only 12 media guests invited. It was very special. I promised them I’d try to get Taylor’s autograph for them.

Here’s how it all went.


Last Friday we were told to be at MOA Arena by 5PM. The text said, “Please be prompt.” I was there at 5pm on the dot.


The gates didn’t actually open til 5:30. So I stood by the ramp and waited.


There I met Jill of Inquirer Super. She’s the one with the multi-coloured hair.


I wanted to take pictures of the fans wearing costumes inspired by Taylor Swift’s music videos. But I was running low on battery for both my phone and camera. So I was conserving…


By 5:45 we met the MCA Music Philippines managers and they brought us inside the building. I’m so glad I was prompt. Because as soon as we went through the gates, we were whisked upstairs to get backstage. There was no time to wait for other media guests. Some were left behind.


The walk towards the backstage of MOA Arena.


Footwear was an issue for me. I wanted height because… well, I was meeting Taylor Swift! But I didn’t know if we’d go straight to the concert or if there would be time to change shoes in between. So I wore my most comfortable heels – these are from Tory Burch. I had flats on standby with my driver, but I couldn’t go out to meet him and change shoes anyway. So ya, I was that girl in high heels during a concert. Haha.


There was a lot of security – X-rays, metal detectors, body guards both local and foreign. We entered the Vibe Room, which is basically a tent beside the technical backstage. There was a lot of red – fabric, pillows, lights. Inside, the mood was very relaxed, security faded to the background. Taylor Swift’s management rep came out to host us and offered us food, drinks and Cornetto. They advised us to spread out to different parts of the tent so that Taylor could move around and get to talk to each of us alone. We were not allowed to take pictures ourselves though. They said Taylor’s official photographer will shoot the photo.


I brought these drawings with me. Sophia, Lily and Stella each drew a Taylor portrait. Then wrote a letter in the back. I put a Fuji polaroid of them holding up Taylor standees which I took minutes before I left the house. They were all in stripes in homage to Taylor.


It took a quick 10 minutes at the Viber Room, then Taylor Swift entered the room together with a woman I quickly recognised as her mother. I knew she was Taylor’s mom because of my favourite video – Best Day. I smiled and waved at her mom like we were long lost friends, and she said hi back. Then I zeroed in on the tall, skinny, blonde-haired super star. She looked exactly like she does in her videos. Just like a living doll. Taylor wore a, pardon the pun, tailored little black dress with mesh cut outs on the sides to further emphasize her already unbelievably small waist. She had peep-toe black pumps with the cutest sabrina heel.

Taylor started to work the room to meet all of us one by one. I didn’t want to go first. I wanted to observe. I had to measure up if it was appropriate to give her a gift from my daughters – their drawings of all things Taylor Swift. The conversations worked like a formal reception line except that we were not in a straight line. Some interactions were faster than others. After introductions, she would ask questions, or the journalists would volunteer Taylor fan anecdotes from the radio, the music channel or the papers. It was not an interview or a press conference. There was a lot of laughter and jokes. She’s really charming. She even got a bit dorky with one of the record label managers. She signed one 8×10 poster for each. Then posed for a souvenir photo.

Then it was my turn. She walked towards me, extended her hand. We shook hands. I told her my first name.

Taylor Swift: Hi. I love your necklace. It’s so pretty. (Then she looks right at my necklace. I always wear my own work when it’s a milestone event.)

Me: Thank you. I make these. I’m also a jewellery designer.

TS: (Still looking at my neck piece, then looks right into my eyes). It’s really beautiful.

Me: Oh thanks. (Thought bubble… I wish I had thought of giving her a pendant and chain, even though that would cost me a lot because it’s all 14 karat gold. But I seriously would not mind if there was a chance that she’d wear it.)

TS: Hey we have the same hair.

Me: Oh my gosh. Well, ah, you’re very beautiful. (I was dying of kilig-ness and that’s all I could say.)

TS: Oh thank you.

So then I told her a little bit about what I do – TV and this website… that part got awkward. So then I found my opening to present her with my daughter’s gifts.

Me:  Taylor, I have three daughters and they are all big fans of yours. They made some artwork for you and asked that I give them to you.

TS: Oh wow. Thank you. Are they coming to the concert?

Me: No they’re not. Your concert sold out within minutes. But they watched your first concert in 2011. Lily was just 4 then.

TS: Oh cool. Well at least they’ll have a story to tell now. (Then she looks at the art work. Sophia’s drawings were on top.) Wow they are really so good at drawing. So creative. My goodness. Look at that, she drew my cat. My outfit. They’re really good artists. Thank you for this. (Then the small box of art leaves her hands). Do you want me to sign the picture?

Me: Yes please. For Sophia, Lily and Stella.

TS: They such pretty names. (She signs).  Do you want to have a photo with me?

Me: Yes please. Is it ok if we have the photo with my daughters’ works? They would be so thrilled.

TS: Yes of course. (And she holds it in her hands. The photographer takes 4 shots just to be sure.)

Me: By the way I was star struck with your mom too. I think she’s awesome. I know her from your song Best Day.

TS: Oh she’d get a kick out of hearing that.

Me: Thanks so much for all this.

TS: You’re welcome. And I love your dress. I really do.

Me: Oh gosh, thanks again. (Three major compliments from Taylor Swift. Plus she said we had the same hair.)


Precious gift for my daughters.


That’s how it went. Then before having her photo op with the MCA Music team, she spoke to all of us. She said that she recognizes the importance of media – the music channels, news reports, blogs etc. – because this is what got her to reach so many fans. “So to show appreciation for all that you do, since I have a concert to get ready for, I have asked my Mom to give you an exclusive backstage tour. I hope you like it. See you at the concert.”


Taylor Swift 2X Platinum Plaque Presentation for RED Album_MCA MUSIC 2_low res with names
Taylor Swift’s album Red received the double platinum award given by Anissa Kiang (Marketing Director for Asia, Universal Music Group), Cris Hermosisima (Senior Business Development Manager, MCA MUSIC), MJ Juco (Strategic Marketing Manager, MCA MUSIC), TAYLOR SWIFT, Mark Bonifacio (Domestic Marketing Manager, MCA MUSIC) and Haze Romawac (EMI Marketing Manager, MCA MUSIC)


Thank you Melissa Juco of MCA Music for the invitation and exclusive goodies from Taylor Swift. I actually bought two new Taylor Swift CDs (our old ones are dogeared) before meeting her but I got so flustered by all the compliments that I forgot to have her sign them.


Taylor Swift’s mother is Andrea Finlay but everyone calls her Momma Swift.


One of the reasons I like Taylor Swift so much, aside from her songs, is that she has a great relationship with her parents. She wrote Best Day to surprise her mom one Christmas. To my mommy readers, if you haven’t seen this video yet, you must. And let me know what you think. Because it is an anthem in our house.

Some snippets of the tour by Momma Swift –

The RED Tour has been going on for 16 months. They had 67 dates in the US alone.
They are on the tail end of the RED Tour. She was wistful when she said this.
They have 75 people working with them full time for this tour. And wherever they go, they hire about 200 more local staff – from security to technicals.
The video wall has over 4 million pixels. She conceptualizes her own videos. During the live show there are 12 camera angles with 2 permanent ones focused on her.
There are 7 costume changes in the RED tour. The fastest one is 3.5 seconds during the song Trouble.
Taylor likes has a theatrical approach to her shows. This love for theatre and grand costumes date back to when she was 7 or 9. She was into theatre productions at school. Her grandmother is an opera singer.
Taylor learned the guitar and started writing her own songs at 12.
Mama Swift initially wanted Taylor to be a horse rider.
Taylor plays four instruments at the show – banjo, piano, 7 electric guitars and 6 string guitars.
Taylor never lip-synchs in her concerts. Even if she’s sick.


This was the only part where we could take photos backstage. Look at all the guitars!


We were seated at Patron Section 116, which is very near the front but not on the floor. I love our seats because the stage was just on our eye level. (Yes, I have a neck problem. Haha.)


Since she said we had the same hair, I started obsessing over her hair. I think I need a fringe.


She plays the banjo.








One of the fancier costumes. She wore this during Trouble. Then…


In the middle of the song, she changed into this. Within 3.5 seconds.


She wore a red Manila T-shirt


The fans were predominantly girls. I wished my daughters were with me. But I was happy that I got them an autograph.


Love Story was ballerina and princess inspired.




Great concert. We love you Taylor Swift!



MAC Playland







As the name suggests, this collection of MAC Cosmetics is a real playland of creativity and amusement. I’m loving all the playful pinks, brilliant purples, and bright corals in their Lipstick and Lipglass formulations. There are no eyeshadow duos or quads, instead MAC offers pigments in amplified colours like soft yellow, cyan blue, neon orange and frosted green-gold. Lots of colours to play around with.
The MAC Playland event was held at Rockwell Power Plant Mall’s north court, providing an intimate space for makeup aficionados.


Had a great time catching up with Yvette Fernandez, editor in chief of Town and Country.


This adorable giant blow-up giraffe stood in the middle of the setting.


Makeup artist Jigs Mayuga and I showed up in the same colour palette of MAC Playland.


I wish I had brought my girls to this event. But I had come from meetings and couldn’t pick them up. Oh, my dress. Since a lot of people already asked about it, it’s from K&Company. And it comes as separates.


Since it’s all about Playland, that’s exactly what I did. I played…


I got to try Red Balloon Lipstick with a bit of neon salmon Pigment around my eyes.


Thank you Odessa for brightening up my face that Friday afternoon.






mac collage


MAC Playland is now available at all MAC stores in the Philippines. Here are some of my picks from the collection:

01  Chromagraphic Pencil in Hi-Def Cyan

02  Lipglass in Pure Silliness creamy lilac

03  Lipstick in Sweet Experience amplified bright pink

04  Casual Colour lip or cheek tint in For Your Amusement

05  Pigment in Olive, Hi-Def Cyan and Neo Orange

06 Pigment in Ever So Yellow

Childhood dreams



With the Kidzanians


I hosted an event for Kidzania yesterday. Kidzania doesnt open in Bonifacio High Street until February 2015 but as early as now they launched their Educator’s Pod. Since Kidzania is positioned as ‘edutainment’ or educational entertainment, they met with different schools and teachers. Kidzania is designed as a real-looking city  with the ultimate role-playing opportunities for kids from four to fourteen years old. Even I got to play dress up at the event.


With the Kidzania management team and Rightzkeepers mascots


So here I am as a vintage flight attendant. The outfit evolved from my hat. I searched all over for a pillbox hat but fell in love with this fascinator from Evita Peroni. Then I found this suit at The Black Shop. I used to have a gazillion suits when I was a newscaster and weather girl for ABSCBN. My scarf is Yves Saint Laurent. (I have all these gorgeous silk scarves that I never get to wear. Because, well, in real life who wears elegant scarves?). Black pumps are from Massimo Dutti from three years ago. Oh and my smallest Jewelmer pearl studs.


I had my makeup team groom me at home. So yes, I travelled mid-afternoon with high and hard hair. My makeup was done by Ria Aquino; hair by Eddie Mar. That Evita Peroni fascinator is love.  I want to wear it again!


My peg. Mom as a PAL #flightattendant in the early 1960's. Back then their uniforms were Italian tailoring. #vintageflightattendant #vintage #cabincrewstyle
Here is my peg. My own mother. She was a stewardess in the sixties, back when Philippine Airlines was the top airline in this region. It was the “golden age of travel” for Filipinos. That photo was taken in Sydney, Australia before she retired from flying to marry my Dad. I grew up fascinated by these photos of my mother in her glamorous uniforms. Her hair was always perfectly coiffed.


By the time we were born, Mom wasn’t flying anymore. Back they didn’t allow married women to be FAs. But aviation remained our world. My dad was a pilot and we lived in an air base. I have always loved vintage stewardess style. Come to think of it, maybe this era influenced me in my grown up style. Women were way more elegant in the 60’s.


More vintage PAL from my mom's flying days when PAL was Asia's best. She's second from left. Lol at the subhead of this article. #vintage #vintageflightattendant #aviation #aviationstyle #philippineairlines
Cover of Free Press. It was a dream job back then. My mom is second from left. She is still good friends with her FA friends. And even in their 70’s they are all still so beautiful.


From Free Press. Mom is on the left.


PAL flight attendants in 1963.


When they weren’t flying this is what they wore. Where did all the elegance and glamour go? Can’t we all look this polished again?


More vintage flight attendant fashion inspiration here…


What was your dream job when you were a kid?